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i think i'm having moodswings. or i maybe i just feel stressed. and my seat in front is so damned boring i think i should be better off dead. i can't sms, i can't eat sweet, i can't talk, basically i can't move or do anything. ok i'm exaggerating.

whatever. anw today when we were watching the chinese chopin life story cartoon i only like, took out my notebook to write homework down and huanglaoshi immediately turned and looked at me like i'm committing some big crime. like whatever can! dajingxiaoguai. no, should be dajingSIAOguai.

ok i think this particular person hates me. and someone described me and kimyung as.. hmm nevermind.. i don't understand why. so weird can. omg i'm getting a sad and scary feeling): i think i'm really too stressed.

*breathe in breathe out* inhaaallleeeee 2,3,4 exhalleeeee 2,3,4 ehhh where did that phrase come from. so familiar. haha. oh i'm taking part in the interschool skating competition): not like i want liddat. my mum forcing me, for what la. "because hpps is sponsoring for the first event and then just join many events and get cca points!" whatever la, so lame can. cheapskate, and my starting position so xin ku.. haiya if they gao luan when it's my turn plus my panic on that day i sure fall in the starting position.. haha -.-''

practice makes perfect! lala.. i don't like cello.. so sian.. stupid masterclass.. stupid exam song.. play can sleep one la. so sian. z z z z z z z z z z z z i'm getting sleepy. 8am tmr again. oh yea, my life is VERY-THE-BORING.

monday: auntiemuileng's tuition, practise cello for cca
tuesday: cca, practise for piano lesson
wednesday: piano lesson, practise for cca
thursday: cca
friday: practise for cello lesson
saturday: iceskating, cello lesson, learning point(z z z z), do jiang hmwk
sunday: jiang (triple z z z ), complete homework dued on monday, do auntiemuileng's tuition hmwk or die a horrible death even though she's my auntie

on top of that there's all the projects and lousy irritating OM AND MORE OM and the school homework. plus normally on friday i have to stay back to complete stuff like IT flash and assignments or art or stuff i didn't do that was dued. and then after sunday the cycle repeats again.

boring can? nothing to look forward to. plus afterall i have basically no time to enjoy anything special or do anything fun. every minute i have homework or practise in mind -.-'' i want to get some 40 degree celcius fever then i get sent to the hospital. or maybe getting into a coma would be good. at least i get to sleep lots. haha. i really want to get sick, someone feed me poison so i can sleep at home instead of going to school and wasting time. (yes waste of time, esp lessons like langarts, SLACK CAN)

my mum's rushing me to sleep.